OK, before I got all happy about life again, I have to confess I did something pretty mean. Have to confess because I guess somehow this blog has turned into some kind of journal instead of something fun! and! interesting! these days.
So anyway, at the nadir of my angst this weekend, I was chauffeuring the gaggle of girls to the Beverly Center. And I SHOULD have been happy because I had just heard my FAVORITE mechanical voice in the world: “Please take the ticket.” Which means you’ve entered the nirvana of retail therapy.
But no, I was still peeved, which was only exacerbated when this ever-lovin’ BEEYATCH in a purpley-silver Lexus would not let me cross traffic to enter the 2nd level parking. Oh no. Even though there was a line of EIGHT cars in front of her to exit the structure, she would not leave me The Gap. You know The Gap, that polite space you leave so people with THEIR LEFT TURN SIGNAL ON can quickly pass across you.
I mean what, was she RAISED BY WOLVES? Nay! She was raised by her mother, who was in the passenger seat, LAUGHING ALONG WITH HER DAUGHTER at her total and utter lack of human decency.
How do I know this? Because she blocked me so effectively she was directly perpendicular to me, and…
She had her window open.
Trouble, thy name is five girls who have just been cut off from the manna of consumer heaven by some 19-year-old in 300-dollar Prada sunglasses who is now laughing at your misfortune. And probably also at the fact that your 2000 Subaru has only one hubcap left.
And of course my girls were righteously indignant, and rolled down their windows a little further in the hopes that their curses of “bitch,” etc., would carry into her little coccoon of entitlement. Thanks, ladies!
But me, at my nadir, I took it a little further. Somehow, by pure instinct, REALLY LOUDLY out of my mouth came:
“That’s OK. Because she has HORRIBLE hair.”
Apparently this induced a gasp of horror and a flipping of the entitled head back toward us, but I was on too much of an adrenalin high to notice.
Even now, writing this, my hands are a little shaky.
Because you know, probably she is just a bitch. The kind of girl you only invite over for Sunday dinner if you want to set an example for your children of how failure to take responsibility for your actions leaves you an empty, rotten shell of a person. And really rich.
BUT. What if she is just like me? What if she was just at some sort of nadir and really couldn’t take one more car passing in front of her? Because if she is, then you know first thing she did when she got home was schedule a hair cut.
I mean, I can’t feel too bad. Her hair appointment was probably at Jonathan. Or Umberto. Or Juan Juan. Or wherever.
But still. If I can’t maintain some semblance of humanity when I’m in the midst of some late-20s angst, how can I expect to maintain any in times of real catastrophe? Or you know, when I’m A LAWYER? We all know how bad they suck.
It does not look good, people. Doesn’t look good at all.
But neither did her hair.