I was telling a coworker tonight about helping my dad make an attendance sheet for his welding class, laughing about how a man so intelligent could have so much trouble with Excel, the same way my dad would laugh about how his college-educated daughter can’t figure out how to turn her parking lights off, and I think the sudden invasion of thoughts of something so warm, so familiar into a job I’m still getting used to and thus is so NOT warm and familiar, just completely threw me, and I’ve been thinking about my Dad a lot this evening.
My dad is incredibly supportive. He indulges my hypochondria, he listens to my troubles as best he can, and as a man of few but choice words, he has a number of old standards, phrases that he always comes back to that really convey who he is and what his values are, and that I really should take under further advisement:
“I Am What I Am”
My father loves to quote Popeye and/or God.
If you comment on his person in any way, positive, negative, just observational nonsense, this is his response, and I really think this is just what he believes. That he is. What he is. And he is fine that way.
HOW AWESOME WOULD IT BE TO FEEL THAT WAY? What if I was? What I am? And I was fine with that?
“Well, it keeps me off the streets and out of the bars”
This is Dad’s standard tag-on to when he describes what he’s been up to lately. As a retired dude, he keeps surprisingly busy, teaching welding, yard work, welding the neighbors a new fence or his old partner a frou-frou chimney topper. And whenever he concludes an account of a new endeavor, he reminds me, “well, it keeps me off the streets and out of the bars.”
And while I don’t think Dad has ever hit either the streets or the bars, I know what he means.
It keeps his mind and body occupied, keeps him interested in the world, doing for others, eliminates the need for meaningless distractions.
That is something I need to do more of.
“Yes, Dear”
I don’t know what advice my father gave my brother when he got married, but I assume it was similar to the advice he gave Allan back in the day we were poor candidates for marital bliss, which consisted mainly of advocating the use of the phrase, “yes, dear.”
And while my dad enjoys playing the long-suffering husband, considering his garage is 3/4 of the size of the house, I know he’s really talking about just giving as much as you can, when you can.
Something I need to do. Or rather, something I need to learn to do without begrudging the result.
“Anyhoo”
This is one of my favorite Southern-isms, the “anyhoo.” (Number one favorite? “Quit your caterwauling.”) While it might seem like a placeholder, an “anyway” a “so,” a “well,” really, it’s really a gentlemanly way to say: “I talked too long about myself, what would you like to say?”
Anyway, so, well, anyhoo, I talked too long about myself, what would you like to say?